This year

I will always remember:
(in chronological - or as much as I possibly can remember - order)

The end of a long relationship
Supper
Drinking
A two-week fling/ rebound/ whatever
Being alone
Being lonely
Being very, very, supremely depressed
Something beautiful but forbidden, which caused a lot of joy and just as much pain
Meeting lots of people
Lots of new, friendly people
A weird relationship I don't want to really think about much anymore (sorry.)
Drinking
Oops! Launch at Zouk
Getting to know my course-mates better through Spec. dip classes and TVSM
Losing old friends and gaining many new ones
Passing my driving test (!)
Starting a job
More drinking
Meeting someone wonderful
and
spending my birthday, christmas and this coming new year's with aforementioned someone wonderful (:


There are so many more things probably too trivial for me to mention here but I think I did a lot of growing up this year.
I faced a biiiiig breakup I wasn't ready for, dealt with a buttload of depression, pulled myself out of it, did things I wasn't proud of (but I don't regret it), got depressed again, and finally managed to kick myself back up.

And as 2007 draws to a close, I can sit back, give myself a pat on my back and proudly say that right now, I am happy.

because I have absolutely nothing better to do.

I was there, a moment ago.

YES BABY.
Incubus.
I am so going.
And Extreme are re-grouping, recording new stuff and are going to tour. Nuno!

I need so much more mon-ayeeeeeee. munny? monies?
money.
to do the things I want to.

$.

K while I sound like a money-lovin' materialistic bitch, it's true, there're so many things I want to do, and I need money to fund them. Concerts, gigs, stuff to buy, places to go, restaurants to check out.. yada yada blah blah.

I don't mind getting a mild concussion from a suitcase of 100$ bills dropping on my head.

Just a mild one though.

cheap thrills don't cost an arm and a leg.

See the picture? See Dong all rockstar-ish and look at his adoring minions wait I meant fans.
Ok now.
Look at the left side of the picture. Look at the arrow pointing to the lifeguard tower. Look in the lifeguard tower.
LOOK AT ME!

wow talk about cheap thrills man.

Hibernation

Today the plan was to s-
wait lets cut the crap and just get down to it.

Today, I slept like a motherfucker.

Crudeness aside, that's exactly what I did. I probably slept 75% of today, no joke.

I'm either
a) very very tired,
b) suffering from the effects of not sleeping for so long,
c) affected by the rainy weather or
d) under attack by tiny little elves pulling down my eyelids.

And boy, it feels rather good (I guess) but does not remove the fact that I am/ was/ still am
so
damn
tired.

anti-social lurker - the kind that watches from windows peeping out from behind curtains

I've been quite the recluse lately, it seems.
Contrary to popular belief, I AM online, I just appear offline and lurk til I find someone I want to talk to.


It's probably just a phase.