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Bon Jovi has a new album!
Chingy Chingy please please pirate it for me so I can leech it off you :D:D:D



PHWORRRRRRRRRR JON BON JOVI PHWORRRRRRRRRR. hothothothothot!


Ahh. The Living in Sin video is so sexaaayy. I wanna do that with the Jon in that video! haha.

Old Bon Jovi > New(er) Bon Jovi.

Hiphop Jelly

Have you heard of "hiphop jelly"? It's this ice-cream thing that's under the Paddle Pop brand, but well, to use Shaun's description, " ice cream..that's like paddle pop but it's made of jelly and wobbles".

It's so fun! It wobbled in the most obscenely delicious way. I haven't seen it anywhere for aaaages.

I miss it.
Do tell me if you've seen it!

Whoops.

Hello and greetings, comrades.

I realise that in many posts I sound like a complete and utter bimbo. Let me assure you, dear friends, that this is definitely not the case.
Ok I suppose friends who read this do know that (generally) I'm not a bimbo, only when the occasional whim strikes, or when I'm around someone who influences me (Gillian!)
If you want to see real bimbo, you should check out how Sheryl whatsername-the-one-who-(what Aza claims anyway)-wears-the-pushup-bras-to-attract-people from my year types. Only I don't have her blog address, cause I can't be stuffed with 98% of people in my course.

However if you were a random person blog-surfing I guess you'd think I was utterly air-headed. Well I AM NOT! Ten to one I'm just super, duper, uberly bored, and I tend to babble real badly when I'm bored, please believe.

Chingy's girlfriend came to school with him today, and waited for him in Foodcourt 6(66) while we had our Legal System and Contracts paper. How sweet is that? awww, really. (and I say this with absolutely zero sarcasm, seriously)

Anyway I'm booooooooored again, as usual. I should be studying dear ol' Organisational Management but everyfuckingtime I stare at the notes I fall asleep. I kid you not.

Evermore says (9:57 PM):
guess what
Evermore says (9:57 PM):
i changed my strings on sunday
Evermore says (9:57 PM):
its rusting now
Evermore says (9:57 PM):
my fingers have acid!
nicola presents: The Amazing Adventures of Bameister and Nic Jager! says (10:05 PM):
i havent changed my strings for months
Evermore says (10:05 PM):
ok so i have killer fingers

Haha, Sean.

Charles' MSN nicknames amuse me greatly. Like "i'm roasted like a meatloaf, fuck you saf day parade rsm", and "HAHA the navy contingent wobbles as much as their ships", and that's just tonight's.

Hurray I convinced (well it didn't take much) Terence to skip GEMs tomorrow. Thank goodness, no two hours in Nazi camp again, listening to a scarily cheerful lecturer smile her way through the lesson.

dofj;shdkfsdkfdgkhujrkdfghbgvrdc boredbored! Supper later with Charles and Hamster, hopefully.
Fuck studying, I guess I'll have to bullshit and smoke my way through the paper again, which would be no mean feat cause I know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about Organisational Management, considering I spend every lecture/ tutorial sleeping/listening to Freddie/ spacing out etc.
I'm pretty proud of myself, cause today's Law paper was rather do-able. And I'm going to pass for sure, now it's just a matter of how well I do.


It's so damn hard to take a picture with Kaiya. Aside from the fact that he's way too black, he always moves at the most inconvenient time.


Terence is way too pretty for your computer screen.


Sorry for the shitty pictures, I used my camera phone. I'm a little too lazy to carry my camera around with me nowadays. Especially since I'm in super-slacker-mode and I haven't carried a bag for ages.


Wow what a long post. I guess I do babble when I'm bored.

If you wanna buy me flowers (just go ahead now)

and if you'd like to talk for hours, just go ahead now.


"Two Princes" by Spin Doctors.

Funky song!
With a lefty bassist and a rather cute guitarist, how awesome.

I'm having dreams that I'm in Baroque, which is weird. Well I've had two dreams about it already, and in both I'm alone. Maybe I should go down alone one day, just to see what happens. (FredFredFred! Fred happens?) hahahahaa. I still do think he's cute, no matter what anyone says! I want to take a picture with him, would that be weird? hahaha ok shut up Nic shut up. (good grief I think I'm babbling, must be the boredom getting to me again)

I think

I'm in a bit of a mess. Maybe. I don't know. My head's all confused and my thoughts are all muddled. Sure, I'm happy (I guess) but could I be happier? (yes)

I never grab at chances when they come, could I have chosen wrongly? And now there's no more chance.

Sparkle Princess

Nothing of much significance happened today, except for our two-and-a-half-hour taidee marathon after the Consumer Behaviour test, during which Aza realised his true identity.

After playing for a good two hours or so, we started noticing mysterious traces of glitter around the area, on our hands, the table, arms..
It wasn't a lot, just a few sparkles here and there. Until the other four of us looked at Aza. He had more glitter than the rest of us put together. Probably because Aza is already three people put together, but I digress.

However, us being us, we decided to pretend that Aza was covered in glitter. And Aza, being Aza, believed us hook, line and big fishing lure. So he ditched the next hand or so and ran to the toilet, to wash off what he believed was an obscene amount of glitter.

"You're a little sparkle-y princess!"

I never really laugh as hard and as much as I do when I'm with the four deedeedees :D

talk

I want to have super-long phone conversations again. I rather miss talking on a phone to someone whom I care about.
):

I haven't been in the best of moods lately. I've been feeling very down, alone, lonely (ironic huh), and quiet. I want company, but I don't really want to talk.

Like a petulant child, I've got what I wanted (I suppose). But is it really all that I want? Do I want more? Do I want a lot more?

Yes, yes I do. But I have no idea how to ask without hating what I would sound like. I want to be everything, but that would be just plain selfish. I guess? Do I have a right to be everything? Do I have a right to ask?
I wish I was more.

So, how now, brown cow? I guess I'll just go on keeping quiet,
and pretending that I'm :D

Foolish Games

At the moment, Foolish Games, by Jewel, is my favourite song.
Well, til I find another song that won't leave my head, that is.
I wanted to put it here but then I realised that imeem.com is being a real bitch and only allowing 30 second clips unless you upload the song yourself. Or some crap like that.

So too bad yo' niggas.'Yo'yo jiggy-j-ji-ji-jiggy.



I wonder how I'd look like with a goatee?

All day all night long!

From Sunday 'til Thursday I've been drinking nothing but alcohol and water! Wine and beer at dinner and gin, whiskey, beer, tequila, vodka, martinis and random cocktails throughout the day. and night and day and night and day and night and..

Yes yes, Club Med is rather pwnage pwnz0r.

I've been in an alcohol-assisted-fun-sun-jet ski-windsurfing-beach-pool-tennis-white water rafting-hot people-good food-snorkeling-friendly people-happy-holiday-induced-high from Sunday, and as of two hours ago, when my plane touched down Changi, it disappeared ):

Now I'm back in purgatory 'til the next time I board a plane leaving the island.

poo.

This Ain't a Love Song

I want to cover this song.
It ain't a love song, but it's the biggest love song ever.
Or one of the biggest.

I realised I have a heap of songs I'd love to cover, and a "band", but no one's doing anything.

Ah well.

Secret friend!

The line below the chinese words translates to:
"My penis is as big as a whale!"

then some joker had to be a smartass and he (or she) replied:
"My penis is bigger than yours!"

So I had to reply:
"My penis is the biggest!"


I have such fun in school.

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

-Auguries of Innocence, William Blake.

That's my favourite stanza, from a favourite poem.


I like this video. Call me emo, but well, it's just a song. Ha. I've liked this song since it was by this little-known band called The Getaway. Now they're Matchbook Romance, and the song's changed a bit. But I still like it, haha.
(and the girl is hot!)

Makes me remember sitting in the middle of the basketball court with Su singing it while playing ball.


and the lead singer in this video is so hot hot hot. I know I sound like a lesbian but she really is hot. I wish I looked like her ):

Ramble On (so said Led Zeppelin)

I'm bored, and I'm reading through my posts on my old blog (again, yes I know I do tend to do it when I get exceedingly bored) and now I feel just the teeniest, tiniest, lightest, most delicate shade of blue.

I've also realised that though a huge amount of posts in the last few months of rocketqueen-.blogspot were really really emo, my use of words and the like was actually quite good.
Never has confusion been so clear. I can feel all the hurt I felt then, even without thinking of the events which led to such posts.

And I'm rather afraid I can't replicate such writing now. Maybe it's a good thing; I'm (comparatively) a lot happier and there's no need for ramblings that disguise themselves as blog posts, but maybe, just maybe, it's bad too, cause I don't know if - right now anyway - I can express myself as much.

Am I making sense, or just babbling yet again?

Oh, do shut up, Nic.


(I can drift in a Ferrari. Ok, granted, it's in an arcade racing game, but still! Take that, ahbengs!)

Jacket.

A trip to cooler climes will now be necessary.

Just a random thought.

it's interesting how people always say "forever", and though they may mean it at the time, nothing (cliche as it sounds), nothing really lasts forever.

I'm just in a little pensive mood, it always happens when I chance upon random pictures of people, past and present, and I get to thinking.

I should stop thinking so much.



I've also noticed how it's possible to miss someone even though you last saw him/ her just last night, all the way 'til 4am, and will be seeing him/ her in, oh say 6 or so hours :D